::愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない::

I go by the name of CL of 2NE1.

2009-11-16T13:43:35Z

Konnichiwa~ That is ChaeRin-unnie. Someone i respect and fangirl most.
Yesh, she is Korean. And i'm still in a JPop vibe, no worries.

Recently watched YgTv, which reminds me...SCHOOL KAKUMEI! Need to watch the latest episode :D
But its not out yet. Maybe it was not aired? IDK i didn't read the staff blog.
Sammy is working, i have no night-buddy to chat with. TT.TT
Though sam usually watched Japanese shows/dramas with me disturbing her :D
Yes, right now i'm in love with 2NE1. With no recent KAT-TUN stuff to watch im bored to death.
I'm waiting for BTR. Its soo long~ Going for training with VCMJAM this wednesday. Gotta take some classes too.
I can't make it to camp. SJAB camp. TT.TT

Lets talk more about 2NE1.
Leader, Vocals, Lead Rapper : Lee Chae Rin (CL)
Lead Vocalist : Park Bom (BOM)
Main dancer, Rapper, Vocals : Gong Minji (Minzy)
Vocals: Sandara Park (Dara)
I love Chaerin-unnie and Bom-unnie most.
I love Minzy and Dara-unnie too XD
But leader and lead vocals the best because they are so cute and funny.
Next time i will post Bom-unnie's picture.
Watch YGTv to see their dorkiness with their senpais.
And i've slowly accepted to learn to listen to Lollipop. But that doesn't mean i still like it.
I love the first part the most.

I LOVE CL<3

Weird Rants. XD

2009-11-08T12:35:43Z

VCM☆JAM updated~ :D
Oh well, recently watched Shokura. Letter from Singapore to Kiss-My-Ft2.
And i have one thing to say, if Shokura was great to be aired in Singapore, PUT OTHER SHOWS TOO!
NHK is pretty boring. So, bring in NTV, Fuji TV, TV ASAHI, blablablah!~
I don't care~ Do something about the sattelite. *ignore my ranting*
Oh well, so why don't Johnnys have an official trip to Singapore? :D
I have bad blisters from those shoes. XP
And idk but i really wanna say this, KAT-TUN buck up! You are losing fans.
I still love your dorkiness. :D
Well only your dorkyness, plus NEWS and ARASHI rules JE.
HSJ, i guess there is more to learn. Except for BEST i guess, they are real funny :D
And, grrr, im sooo idk at Kochi Yugo. Tsk, i know you have been in JE for a mere few months by now.
But seriously you are getting better but still not good. He seems so unsure of his singing and dancing.
I tend to look at him more than Yamada and Chinen. Well, i look foward to you improving.

Break the Records <3

2009-11-06T04:01:18Z

ITS HERE!!!
BREAK THE RECORDS IS HERE!!
OMG!
WOOOHOOO!~
OMG, OKAY IM SUPPOSED TO CALL FOR AN INTERVIEW..
BUT OMG BTR DVD!~
Okay thats nearly 100bucks + 2 HSJ uchiwas, 40bucks.
OI AIREI STOP SPENDING!

VCM☆JAM

2009-11-05T10:43:41Z

VCM☆JAM

<3

Icon Makeover!

2009-11-04T09:53:38Z

Yay! I changed my icons already! Nyaan~
<3

Yokoyama plays the smart but bad guy? OMG.

2009-10-29T14:35:38Z

HIDARIME TANTEI EYE

IS SO DARN NICE

Recomended for those who love detective shows and Yamada Ryosuke and Yokoyama Yu.
Gah i feel like vomiting. WHY? Why do i feel sick nowadays. My motion sickness has been increasing.
And yes, i have been excercising well and eating..not so well. Been skipping meals because i dont feel like eating.
And i can't sleep properly....grr this is soo not me. COME ON, IM A HEALTHY GIRL!

AND I SOO NEED TO CHANGE MY ICON ALREADY! But im not getting rid of Bou! :D
Alright, photoshop time~ And tomorrow there is cca. Oh and i watched The Blue Mansion today.
Don't ask why.
Me and Maki fangirled in the cinema..HOT KAME AND TAKAKI AND MANY OTHERS AND yankumi?
Gokusen~Gokusen~Gokusen~Gokusen~

codedtwo @ 2009-10-25T15:32:00

2009-10-25T07:32:25Z

I WANNA WORK AT KINOKUNIYA~
Gah, going on tuesday i guess. Recently fangirled about YAMAJIMA + YAMACHII with Sam.
<3
Ohno, i haven't forgotten about lovely Tat-chan.
This thursday may be going out to watch Amalfi with Maki or maybe WQ. I haven't asked Weiqi yet.
Then Friday going for CCA. Gah i'm so tired.
And i wanna see School Kakumei. Tsk what time does it start? Yama-chan will be crying again.
Cute him <3
Gah i'm gonna watch Cartoon KAT-TUN now. I like Akanishi,Taguchi,Nakamaru parts. Its awesome.

Byee~

KAT-TUN Worldwide!!

2009-10-20T14:37:34Z

I'm having such a headache.
Currently having fun posting in KAT-TUN worldwide.
KAT-TUN is the only group that makes me happy.
Other groups got no effect. I dunno why, im so restless today.
Ah why do people compare KAT-TUN and NEWS with HSJ.
The difference is so huge that 5million people can fit.
And hey, im a fan of all 3 groups. Im not biased.
I recently saw alot of AntiSohee videos. I dunno why, but i liked it.
Im a big fan of Sohee!!
Oh and anyone like/dislike Taeyeon of SNSD? And, I LOVE CL OF 2NE1!

Shinigami de wa nai, Kuchiki Rukia da yo.

2009-10-11T03:41:37Z

BLEACH:
FADE TO BLACK
(KIMI NO NA O YOBU)
IS AWESOME!

Its so bloody sad.
GREAT MOVIE!!! Sadly many main characters from karakura are not there.

MOVIE RANKING (from my personal view)
1: Fade to Black; Kimi no Na o Yobu
2: Memories of Nobody
3: Diamond Dust Rebellion; Another Hyourinmaru

Sorry Hitsugaya Taicho but the movie was interesting but not as interesting as Fade to Black and Memories of Nobody. Fade to Black was also lacking something, probably missing characters but the feelings in this movie was greatly expressed. Ah but it was great!! Awesome!
And i'm so bloody addicted to CTKT again. Its so darn hilarious. I watched the one that they ate a lot recently and LOLed at Kame's face when Taguchi said "Purin purin". Kame is so cute! Oh gosh i love Ueda's new hair. And Junno, as usual, his lameness. Grr i wanna watch my CTKT. :D

You're my heart,heart,heart,heart,heartbreaker <3

2009-10-07T12:44:34Z

I
MISS
WATCHING
CARTOON KAT-TUN!!

But i'm too busy to watch!!!
Why must they be so cute, dorky, lame and funny?
I will definitely have a CTKT spree after my exams!!! Zettai ni!

p.s. i'm soo addicted to G-dragon's heartbreaker. <3
p.s.s im back to my maruda, jinda and whatever pairings in KAT-TUN

Both hamsters get along well!

2009-10-05T12:27:27Z

New layout :D With Nakamaru, Kamenashi and Ueda!
In Ueda's very strict kitchen. :) And new mood themes :D
All thanks to okimiyage . Love them loads! :)
I love the old one to though. But changes are always great.
Phy/Bio wasnt all that tough. Tomorrow is maths!
Wish me luck~

My dear's Birthday

2009-10-04T12:31:37Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR UEDA TATSUYA!!
Happy 26th!!

AND MY DEAR SAMANTHA LEE!! Happy 16th!!
yours wont be that big!

Its been 2years since i've been a fan of you. And i'm proud of that :D
And i heard you're become more arrogant, from Nika that is.
Well stay arrogant-free and please be in your second drama soon.
I can't believe i'm a fan of KAT-TUN for 2years and going.
I've never been a fan of other groups that long.
Except Aqua Timez. XD
This shows how much KAT-TUN has spread their love :D

More about Ueda:
- Arrogant (by Nika)
- Cute
- Extremely lame
- Talented; except for dancing.
- Sentimental; piano lover :)
- Was quiet but now he is like a crazy man
- Recently acted in his first drama, solo concert and stageplay.
- Totally addicted to his love; BOXING
And Ueda-kun, please dont be too stressed up. Kamenashi-kun too!; Dream Bouzu. XD
I don't have much to say about him right now as i'm not knowledgeable about the current KAT-TUN news.
Due to major exams coming up..TOMORROW

Oh well that is Ueda being stressed over composing, i'm being stressed over physics.
Looks like on Maki's birthday there will be a R-one Ueda Birthday SP.
Should i listen? Oh and AnAn mag is here. (Maki has a perverted mind; AnAn is like O.o)
I'm taking my mind off here. Dang i can't wait for Hidarime Tantei EYE.
I'm thinking of it. :D
Maki birthday is coming, but i dont know when to meet her during the busiest time of my life.
But i can sacrifice for my dear Maki :D
Today i swear i ate a lot.
Breakfast = Nuggets/ Nasi Rawan (neighbour gave some)
Brunch = Laksa (two bowls, cant help it)
Lunch = Roti Kirai/jala (aunty gave some)
Dinner = White creamy cheese pasta.

Yeah i think i grew fat today. Lucky i danced to Your Seed for 1hr plus.
So lost a bit of calories. Yay.
Oh well should i fast tomorrow? NAH!!
Oh well gotta go much on something and return to studying Physics.
I wanna go Japan! XD

STRESS MODE

2009-10-02T12:34:38Z

Next week is my N levels.

After this post i'm going to study.
But i need to watch an episode of Bleach first though.
Sam, Ueda and Maki's birthday are coming.
And if Maki read this post she's gonna say PAY ME BACK or something.
Lol i dunno why am i writing all of this for. But i feel so agitated. If anyone says something, i feel sooo darn angry. Must be stress. Tsk, this is why exams should not be held. Tsk Tsk.
I hope i can go up to sec 5. Studied a bit of physics just now. Yeah a bit. Like a tiny dot a bit.
Argh and i recently heard HSJ song. It is nice, im addicted to them. (Well i have always liked them.) But when i hear KAT-TUN songs, i feel weird. Not bad weird, but the way the sang, it attracts me. Like magnet, they are the N and im the S. :D S as in south and not sadistic. Its like i can never let them go. Tsk, johnnys burns pockets. TSK! But its okay. But i wish for KAT-TUN to be a little more united. They seem so solo now. Oh well they should be releasing a new single soon. Can't wait. And HSJ new single!! :D Probably? For Hidarime Tantei EYE. I swear i cant wait for it. Detective show, yay! And its Yamada. I've watched all his detective shows and they all have good story lines. Like furuhata chugakusei and tantei gakuen q. And i actually fell in love with a junior. Takahata Misaki. I think he is cute. Probably can debut ;D.

Oh well soo bored of typing. Byee. Maybe i'll go cca on the 16? I doubt there is cca next week. :)

fly for fun!

2009-09-05T21:57:42Z

Anyone plays Fly For Fun?
If you do, add me :D

So bored lvling on my own.
AireiKirei - Magician lvl 51
PierrotAirei - Acrobat lvl 30
XAireiXTaichoX - Assist lvl 20

I really hate my merc. Its penyaless :D
My Acro is the luckiest character <3
Magician is my main character! Psykeeper phoo~

Nishikido-kun and Yamapi-kun, GET WELL SOON!
Fight the H1N1! Stupid H1N1! Bwaha.
Gah just get well soon Nishikido and Yamapi!!!
This news was a shock to me...

anata ga inai to iya iya tte ieru wagamama

2009-09-02T05:35:16Z

They should have Bleach OST Concert!!!
So we can see artist sing Bleach songs live!

- Orange Range
- Rie Fu
- Home Made Kazoku
- Uverworld
- Younha
- Skoop on Somebody
- Masakazu Morita?
- YUI
- High and Mighty Color
- Sunset Swish
- Beat Crusaders
- Ikimono Gakari
- June
- Takacha
- Aqua Timez
- Mai Hoshimura
- Ore Ska Band
- Chatmonchy
- Asian Kung-Fu Generation
- Sambomaster
- RSP
- Kelun
- Lil' B
- Pe'zmoku
- Stereopony
- Porno Grafitti
- Tsuji Shion
- Scandal
- Kenichi Asai

Phew thats a lot! And maybe Bleach voice actors/actress!
Definitely will be a hit. :D

What! That is fast!!

2009-08-26T15:42:06Z

Its coming.
The exam which determines whether i can go up to Sec 5. Yes, N LEVEL!!!!
Its rare eh, to see me posting late at night. But im doing my homework and mugging.
WHAT?! Azlyn is doing her homework? And worse, she is studying?
Unbelieveable. But hey, face the facts, N levels are coming dudes.
Bwahahahha. Oh well its a total hiatus from FlyFF.
I'm level 50. Looks like lvl 60 will have to wait, seeing how hard it is to lvl after lvl 40.
But im probably going online for awhile on Saturday. :D
Oh man...better finish my hw and studying. My Yakitate! Japan + Tears to Tiara + Hayate no Gotoku is waiting for me to watch them!
Mou..why is there a need to study?? I still want to invent a memory card for the brain.
But people will become tooooo lazy if they have them.
Oh well i have to go back to my homework!!
BYEE!!~~ btw, i passed maths for the first time, except for psle and primary 2. Or also normal tests :D

3 more weeks to N LEVELS!!

2009-08-19T04:12:38Z

Today is the last day of prelims.
Im so happy that i managed to balance for amalgamation!
Oh and there is school tomorrow :(
Today i listened to KAT-TUN songs.
It cheered me up.
But now im sad again. *cries again*
Have to go back to school soon to get Olvl results.
Scared!
I hope i pass!
A1! is what im aiming for.
A2 will do too XD.
Byeee~

Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro

2009-08-08T13:18:41Z

OMG EXAMS ARE COMING!
Studying SS while FLYFF-ing.
Lvl 37 will go higher next time!
Just sold 2 moons and 1 sun.
3.5mil!
<33

Sendai concert a disaster? On my bday?!!

2009-08-03T11:22:03Z

ARGH!!!!

SOOO BLOODY ANNOYED WITH THE SENDAI FANS!!!
AND WHAT A DAY!! It was on my birthday?!?! Majorly annoyed.
Seriously where are your manners??? KAT-TUN worked sooo hard to have a show for you fans.
Allowed themselves to get closer to you. Yet you did it to them. >.<"""
Seriously. I wanted to read fan reports happily, yet the first one i read was a disaster.
I wanna watch some fancam while screaming "HAH! IN YOUR FACE FANS(who were harrassing KAT-TUN)! KAT-TUN HATES YOU NOW!!!"
Which is totally impossible because KAT-TUN is tooo nice. If they are mean, they would cancel the concert immediately,
not thinking of any loss made. Dude, they are rich. I mean total up all their money + Johnny's help! Who knows?
I mean seriously, i would be bloody angry and scold the fans down there!
Kamenashi - GOT SCRATCHED + TOWEL STOLEN! (fans, just buy one and ask Kamenashi to touch it!)
Akanishi - Touched his ultimate breakdown, the collarbone. (isn't the shows where he got touched there enough?) I could see his pain!
Taguchi - GOT SCRATCHED TOO!!
Tanaka - Belt stolen!?!! it seems impossible. But that was expensively mean. What if its one of a kind?!?
Ueda - Well he got touched too :X I dont mind touching his hand though, bet he wouldnt mind a gentle touch. Love his muscles! I want them!
Nakamaru - No reports on him..
BUT THE WORST THING IS THAT FANS KEEP TOUCHING THEM AT INAPPROPRIATE PLACES! Now i know why they looked unhappy.
I feel so darn angry! And it had to happen on my birthday, where i was enjoying life with good friends. KAT-TUN was suffering.
I really love KAT-TUN as a fan you know! You fans are lucky to go to their concert. I have to stay in my country not getting to go Japan because i can't afford it.
If you come to my blog and comment on how ridiculous it is, well it might be because you are the culprit!
Because im not saying all fans are bad, im talking about who did it. But for all you know it may be fake. However, if its real, watch your back. Haha no lah! Just reflect on your behaviour.
Ok i feel much better. Oh well i received pictures of KAT-TUN from Eda, Clarissa and Sam L.! Thanks a lot! *adds to collection*
I LOVE KAT-TUN TO BITS! I'm going to buy the live document thing. So maybe i wont buy their concert stuffs.
Heck my $$ is decreasing. Gotta pay something too ya know.
Recently, felt nauseous. Since Friday, but i hate vommiting. Maybe lack of KAT-TUN love?? >.>
Wednesday is Orange Day :D Friday National Day celebration :D
I feel like going Japan. Gonna work this year and next year. Ueda <3. NOT U EDA!! My friends name is Eda. So she says U EDA! :D
Lol im like checking on flights and hotels in Japan. I WANNA GO!
Grrr. I feel like watching KAT-TUN shows :D Byebye...

STILL IN THE SICK MODE.

2009-07-24T10:18:25Z

Too sick to even type. ~~(ok i'm typing)~~
Who knows i might not even come on monday.
But stupid doctor didnt give me 7 days loa.
Its not that i dont want to go to school.
And the girl next to me got even though she doesnt look sick.
Yah sick on the inside.
I can just die now.
Maybe i'll be better tomorrow.
I dont even have my handphone charger. Stupid phone bat flat.
Cant they create a phone which lasts forever???
And i need to dl songs to charge my ipod here.
Life is just tooo miserable.
People think im a happy-go-lucky person.
Think again.
~~I have more pain then all of you do.~~
I have no mood to eat.
Damn.
Oh well, maybe the bear bought by Shanna and Victo will cheer me up.
But its in the hands of Victo.
Ah heck, im too tired to type.

OMG!

2009-05-30T09:00:44Z

Malay O's is like on Monday! Ahhh!

Been studying like mad. (exaggerated)
And Ezzah is supposed to come my house but she did not message me.
>.<"
Oh well, I can't really keep up with JE news.
Really, i'm way behind.
But not to worry, i'm not way behind their songs.
I already got my Break the Records and Koi no ABO.
And i thought ABO was pronounced as Abo.
But when i listened to the song, it turned out to be A-B-O.
Muahahaha!! Oh well.
I haven't collected my White X'mas (O.O)!! and Rescue.
I really need to save up for that darn cds (WX)
Oh and i guess the Results Day was my last duty.
It was fun! I was with Angelica at the hall.
And we got free mentos. From Sam's best friend! Mr Ng.
But it was really warm and humid.
If only i was in Japan, must be much cooler.
Oh well, byebye!
Gotta memorise some nice words for compo.

Hana no Mau Machi <3

Wingardium Levio'sa

2009-04-26T12:15:14Z

Harry Potter!

I've been reading Harry Potter for a week or two and im on my third book, finishing :D
I LOVE PROFESSOR SNAPE! :)
And Samantha Faith Lee, no i do not like old man.
Ooh well i want HSJ stuff! But too bad it'll take me years to buy their Dvd.
Years later, probably.
Oh well, i didnt even order Yamada's uchiwa for either HS7 or HSJ con.
In any case, i didnt hear any song from BTR and Koi no Abo. Or Nightmare's Melody which all 3 of them happened to be released on the same day! Including HSJ Dvd. Anyways mum and bro been discussing about my new computer!
Yay! Say hello to games! <3
Oh well, now there is star awards.
Oh and Maki, the girl near the nonya looks like you! Ahaha.
Im too lazy to sms anyways.
Oh well back to looking out for more info on Harry Potter!

kayaking!!

2009-04-11T13:40:38Z

Fly For Fun.
How much i missed this mmorpg.
Seriously, its been nearly 2 years. And its still alive.
That was the character resmebling mine :)
Oh well. I was level 32 in months.
That shows my love for the game.
But my laptop is dead.
And im stuck using my sister's laptop.
But i don't want a laptop, i want a computer :D
Ooh my brother has Dekaron. I want to play!!! :P
Oh well good night.
My hand is too pain to type due to extreme coldness. (stupid fan is facing me)

Lameness is in the air...

2009-04-08T10:43:27Z

Tired.

So, i had school today.
Had English compre test, P.E. 2.4km, Fulfilling recess, Funny Malay lesson and erhm Physics..and i was cleaning during the last few 10 minutes or so. The class is seriously dirty. I need to stay back with Sam one day and clean the class up, AGAIN. Oh well. So today i walked back from white sands, with the intention of losing weight. But something made me so angry and sad, that i bought ice-cream and ate it while walking home. >.<" So i came home and mum cooked the noodles (i dunno what its called, but its spicy) and thats the only type of noodles that i always eat slowly. So i took around an hour or two. Haha then danced to Hare Hare Yukai. I remembered every step mind you. Yeah so this Friday is Good Friday, so no school! Yay, baking nutella roll. :P Okay so i can't lose weight like that. And Saturday is kayaking. OHOHOH!
Yesterday morning, was the WORST morning i've ever had!!!
In the lift, when i was going to school, i saw a praying mantis. And i was nearly squatting, hoping that the mantis won't come near me. So when the lift door opened, i ran. =.='
Then i was walking in the carpark, when walking in between two cars, i saw an insect flying. I felt it on my leg so i stomped my right leg real loud (in the morning, FYI) that i looked around anxiously and ran off.
After that, i was walking near a funeral. Okay it was metres away. Ya, then i was walking normally and then i realised that there was a COCKROACH on the floor! I got soo freaked out that i jumped (the cockroach jumped too!! EEWWW) then i ran away. And i noticed that someone at the funeral saw me doing that.

Oh i'm soo afraid of roaches because i sprained my ankle thanks to a roach.

The Life of Airei.

Bah!

2009-03-19T21:25:04Z

2 Days. 2 DAYS!!!

I may be going out today. :)
Some rest. Ahaha. If they aren't going, then i can rest and STUDY at home.
Sunday. Its coming too fast. But its the last and we probably can do it.
Haiz. Sad Ueda makes me sad. Ok thats lame.
Anyways, i'm still dl-ing cartoon KAT-TUN. I lost of the files i've collected over the years.
Ok its only a year++. So better go dl now!
Bye and wish me luck for Sunday.
:D